It is 12:42am, I feel that I couldn't sleep with no journal here today, just think that I have to write something. I saw Robinson Crusoe(TV drama), the ending was Crusoe still couldnt leave the Island and Crusoe said God did that with purpose, he learnt to be patient and waiting with hope. I raised a question in my head.Do we live in the world with purpose? Why I dont see my purpose?
Today my piano teacher said, you think too much, but too less practising(about scale). That's true, I hope to analysis and think it deeply, to know some theory, rules in scale, but, after all, practising is the most important thing....My exam is on 19/10, one month left...what should I do!!!I feel boring to practise scale by myself.
Now, I feel everyday is short. I have a lot of things to do, preparing for Oct piano exam, Dec Japanese test, write Japanese/ English journal, tuitoring, job hunting, etc. It is strange that I am even more busier than I had work.
Usually, I will make a joke to end this, but I am too tired to think....have to sleep!